Suicide watch.
She's terrified of going in to work tomorrow, after having been out for a full week+. She's feeling the pressure. Plus, her shopping addiction is getting to her as well. She is feeling so much pressure right now, and her Geodon dosage just went from 20mg to 40mg per her psychiatrist, which has been making her happy but loopy, so today we went back down to 20mg. Also, she forgot to take her Ativan for most of the day, which didn't hurt so much until the end of the day when everything came crashing down on top of her.
She said she was thinking of cutting her wrists so it would all be over. She said it was only a fleeting thought, but i don't want to take any chances. She's clearly extremely anxious right now.
I needed to go to the store to get some groceries, but that will have to wait. Either she's coming with me tomorrow or i don't go. Unless she's able to return to work.
On a directly-related, yet completely-irrelevant note, this is taking a massive, massive emotional toll on me.
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